It means that inside of me i feel honesty about all i am doing and that i don’t have to explain what i do ,what i feel,or what i think to others ,and i don’t have to be accepted by in a fake way. If others can accept me for who i am i don’t have to lie about myself and that’s a piece from the puzzle called freedom.
It feels like a maze and every rute you take it happens to lead you to another and everytime you take that new rute it goes around again. This age is like everything was normal until now, like there was a bomb ready to explode when we turn 20. I think this is because we learn who we truly are
I somehow in 12’th grade said to myself ,,girl! You are not staying here!” but that’s the same person who also took the decision to stay here. I don’t longer want to hear ,,because Romania, you cannot do something here, you are lost here if you are not a doctor nor an itist” i don’t want to be defined by these words. No matter what country you are if you pull yourself together you will achive it.
That period was extremely hard for people to live because there was no freedom and everything was under control of the president. Also people who were not willing to act conform the rules were severly punshied by the politic police. The only way to survive on those times was to act normal due to rules.
so for the years that are coming i’m training very hard in order to do something with dance but at the same time i don’t want to quit on the psychology field. So i think i’ll go with the flow and take every oportunity because you never know what may happens. But what i am sure of is that i don’t want to have any regrets till then and i’ll do my best IN EVERYTHING.